I'm sitting in the student center at school at the moment, waiting for the guy with whom I'm working on a project to be finished with his classes for the day. We were supposed to meet up yesterday, but a communication error created by the WSC emails meant that his messages never got to me. I was done with my classes at 10:20, so I've been sitting in various places around the building since then, working on the two Powerpoint presentations I need to complete this week.

I feel so awkward sitting here. Before, I would have been hiding at a corner table, or even sitting in my car in the parking lot. I do still sit in my car sometimes (I've even napped in it instead of attending a Speech Disorders lecture one time), but I feel more comfortable with being in public in the past few months. I still get paranoid a lot, but doesn't everyone in situations like this?

God, I am so tired. I've already had one energy drink right after I got out of class, so having another one will probably cause me to have a panic attack, and I can't afford that right now. As soon as I find out if Matt wants to meet up, I can plan a nap into the rest of my day. Probably 3-6; just enough that I don't fall asleep at 10pm again like I did this weekend.

Positive note: I did get to see Maria a lot today. I should ask her if she wants to get together Thursday night and study for our Speech Disorders final on Friday morning.

I still have a half hour until Matt's out of class, so I'm gonna fool with Google Scholar and see if I can find more information on Treacher-Collins Syndrome as an etiology of hearing loss. Bleh.
She waited for me in the parking lot (after stalling getting her stuff, I swear).

We walked into class together.

We left class together.

She offered to walk me to my next class. We stood outside the room and talked for a while. She touched my shoulder at one point.

Guys, I have butterflies. I honestly think, for the first time in my life, that someone is actually interested in me in a more-than-friends kind of way.

FUCK. I wish I were kidding.


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